i hate xanga ): im so sorry, my brain asked me to relink. stop my brain! im hallucinating (again, all thanks to endless school days... )

Somebody once asked, "Could I spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place"
I said yep, what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change.
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed you the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the backstreets
You'll never know if you don't go....go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

i cannot believe a year just passed without me knowing. i still remember singing allstar for out orientation song after taking so long to decide on just one song. how hilarious. wow, i entered secondary school with zero knowledge of whats following up. whats more, i knew utterly nobody in my class (except weiteck but i dont think i know him). i cant imagine everyone is so familiar with each other like no other now. no more 105, hello 205 (if we all get to promote - which i think is quite possible). 205 means climbing one more flight of stairs! how irritating! oh and yes! its the hols :D how fun! i see many many wasted time in front of me heh heh. last day of school had macs with my pear. pear pear pear. it gives you the 8 shape :]

i am back! i am feeling so, unspeakable :X things are really shaping up to be pretty odd. had reviews today, just like yesterday. how disastrous. got so low low low! arh! maths and science got a1, d&t and art got a2, el and lit got b3, chinese got b4, history got c5. i am quite happy i passed history. my expectations are too low. mr low says our class is the lowest for history in the whole level. well, who cares! i am so bad. el and lit was a far cry from what i got for ca2. so pissed with the summary. well, in fact, everybody was witnesses when miss fizhah say plus minus five words. i plus two words got penalised. if not i might get an a2. how disappointing! did surveys at com lab. was in group d and had to do surveys for art, history and chinese. randomly filled in everything. and done! had lunch with jean and enhui at the coffee shop. i wonder why are they keeping me in the dark. seems like something really special is happening this thurday! i wonder what is it. hmm, i feel so curious! curiousity kills a ruth. yes and i am saving up to buy myself a cookie monster to kill myself heh heh. i think xanga is very cute, however. there is maths homework for next year! halfway through though. i think my maths cells are dying away.. and i think no brain talking is very fun! try that too!